Two weeks in

Just trying hard not to check the news every five minutes.
Home schooling going fine. I have the impression he is working. The ten year old whose life has been turned upside down by global developments.
I have recorded myself testing him on his dictation. My french accent is appalling and he has to say some of the words himself - my pronunciation is laughable.
Today may have been the first day that I didn’t freak out at him. Phew.
I banned myself from working this weekend. It’s all been a bit much, not going in to teach any more. First ever video conference with my students. Just to check up on them. Fun but not productive. I’ll use that tool when necessary.
So when not helping Ivor with the school work he saved for the weekend, I managed to weed most of the onion and garlic beds. Lots of seeds have been sown and the ducks and chickens are happy laying a good number of eggs every day.

We went picking wild garlic this week, and did one shopping trip.  We walked to my sisters house and delivered some fresh eggs and pickle and wild garlic pesto, she has the Covid.
Ivor is given a few pages of school work four days a week, the activities are varied. As part of hits homework he wrote that he loves gardening!
Here’s a short video, be warned I’m not looking my best ☺️

Had a great Saturday all in all, grafted 10 trees. Did all the apples today. Lots of different varieties. Two different ones on one tree.
M111 and M106 rootstock. Tomorrow pear, apricot and plum.
I am feeling emotionally exhausted. I think most people are in shock!
Worried about everyone and everything even if I’ve been preparing for something like this!
Lovely pre dusk walk. Found a sunset and some hay bales.

We are still alive! I haven't killed my ten year old!
I set a routine, to which I am managing to stick - I know, it's early days yet. I set my alarm early, do some stretching, at 8am wake child and by 9 in front of his books. Half an hour including faffing around for school work (son's) and then he does something else for half an hour, and so on until lunch. Then a walk to find wild food if possible (you never know what the future might bring eh?), followed by a few more bouts of work interspersed with dinner making, gardening and reading.
Today was definitely a better day than yesterday which was simply emotional and exhausting. I don't like myself when I shout.
I felt somewhat better meeting another mother (she teaches too) on the track who was on the verge of tears and tearing her hair out about her 9 year old daughter. I am not alone.
We made a little video, here it is. click here

French président, Macron, has just said no one should go out for  15 days starting from tomorrow at midday.
I've been self-isolating for a only a couple of days, I'm having to refuse to see my son. He wants to come round, with his girlfriend and I don't know if it's a good idea.
Home schooling started today, along with my teleworking, really don't know how I'm going to do both AND get into the garden to grow my food!
Speaking of which, the garden looks amazing, and I'm enjoying the time with Ivor.




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words do not suffice...

 ...to make you feel the strangeness of these times, as my brain tries not to compute where our society is heading.
Reports from China, Iran and Italy scare me, I find my sanity in my garden.
I wonder if teleworking and home-schooling will be less energy or more than previous lifestyle?
I wonder if I bought enough toilet roll (joke). Plant more peas and broad beans tomorrow.
I wonder if any of my close family will succumb. Home-schooling starts tomorrow.
The numbers make me think of course I will know some affected people. We shall see just how many.

Planning on doing two weeks self-isolation if we can, minimise trips, only to pharmacy if necessary. And only after phoning to check if they have whatever we need.

Not sure I have enough chocolate.

I should be grafting the trees amongst all other duties, this week.

Here's a beautiful photo of a beautiful woman to boost our spirits - planting an apricot tree for the future.